i wish to be a colour

If I could be anything, anything in this world, I would be a colour.

colour is more than a crayon, a drop of rain, or a sun ray.

Colour is more then, a smile, or the window of an eye.

Colour talks.

To know what colour is truly saying to you. You have to look beyond what the world teaches you.

I wish to be a colour.

To be more then what I am.

To be more then what other people see me as.

To have something important to say.

And have the courage to say it.

That is colour.

Why I can't get out of bed today.

If I get out of bed today, I know what’ll happen,

 I’ll immediately think of food, though I’m not even lackin.

I’ll make myself an omelet to cease up my achen

load it with cheese, tomatoe and bacon!

While this is cooking, of course I’ll need more.

So I’ll eat some muffins, oj, and some pop-tart smores.

After my omelet I fear I’ll still hunger.

So than I’ll need pancakes drizzling with syrup, like when I was younger!

Now breakfast may be finished, but lunch is on its way

don’t even get me thinking on how much I’m gonna weight…

I’ll need chicken and hotdogs, hamburger, fries,

 a shake and some chips and of course turkey thighs!

I’ll needa drink too, something fizzy and fine.

 How about dew, and DP! And ..sshhhh, red wine!

You may think I’m done, but next comes dinner!

By the way I eat, you’d think I was an ein Berliner!

No, no this is no joking matter,

this is the most important meal of the day, it’s the one that fills every platter!

With rolls and meat loaf. burritos and chicken!

Dinners not meant for little slim pickens!

Sigh… so now that you see my reasons to why,

I simply must stay in my bed…

...do I smell pie?!

we are not afraid.

The afternoon sleeps peacefully

stretched on the floor here, beside you and me.

We have seen the moment of our greatness flicker.

And have seen the footman, hold our coats and snicker.

We are not afraid.

It is worth it.

Among the cups, the marmalade, the tea,

among the talk of you and me.

We are not afraid.

We bite off every matter with a smile,

and squeeze the universe into a ball.

One day, we shall be like Lazarus and “tell you all, tell you all.”

That that is not it at all.

We are not afraid.

After the sunsets, and the sprinkled streets,

it is not impossible to say what we mean.

We are not afraid.

We are not like prince hamlet, nor are we meant to be!

More like arms. Bracleted, white and bare.

But we are not afraid,

No, not at all.

i'll tell you who you are.

You’re lazy.

You’re not good enough.

You complain too much.

You’re negative.

You can’t control yourself.

You weight too much.

You dress ugly.

You walk to slow.

You eat too fast.

You don’t read good things.

You don’t think of others.

You sleep in too long.

You stay up too late.

You never do what you say you’re going to do.

You don’t keep promises.

Your thoughts are pointless.

Your actions meaningless.

Your looks worthless

Your rooms a mess

Your homework sucks

You’re always late.

You always disappoint.

You smell bad

You are bad.

You’re a terrible example

A horrible sister.

You’re never forgiven,

Always forgotten.

You never smile.

Your laugh is gross.

You have a double chin.

Your thighs are wide,

And your chest is flat.

You think your so special.

You’re incapable of being loved.

You are an embarrassment to your mom,

And your dad could care less about you.

Your mannerisms are the worst,

And you annoy me.

You’ll never amount to anything,

You’re really nothing great.

You’ll end being a life failure,

because you never work hard enough.

You’re too tall,

You’re too wide.

That is who you are.

THEY, think. 

Don't forget to be awesome.

i was talking to my cousin { the one who just got accepted to Oxford... iknow.} and he gave me some pretty rad advice on college. 

He said, "Take classes that will make you an interesting person." 

and I've gotta say...

 I am so down with that idea. 

Thats why when I FINALLY get to sign up for classes this fall, I'm gonna be sure to put all my fingers in all the pies!

 I really can't wait for this fall to begin!

 BUT

I also can't wait to spend my summer days reading, eating snow cones, playing at the lake, getting the Broadway review underway, and of course, wearing sun dresses. 

 Life is just dang good right now. 

and i have a feeling it only gets better from here. 

:)