"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Saturday, July 21, 2012

i wish to be a colour


If I could be anything, anything in this world, I would be a colour.

colour is more than a crayon, a drop of rain, or a sun ray.

Colour is more then, a smile, or the window of an eye.

Colour talks.

To know what colour is truly saying to you. You have to look beyond what the world teaches you.

I wish to be a colour.

To be more then what I am.
To be more then what other people see me as.
To have something important to say.
And have the courage to say it.

That is colour.

Why I can't get out of bed today.


If I get out of bed today, I know what’ll happen,
 I’ll immediately think of food, though I’m not even lackin.

I’ll make myself an omelet to cease up my achen
load it with cheese, tomatoe and bacon!

While this is cooking, of course I’ll need more.
So I’ll eat some muffins, oj, and some pop-tart smores.

After my omelet I fear I’ll still hunger.
So than I’ll need pancakes drizzling with syrup, like when I was younger!

Now breakfast may be finished, but lunch is on its way
don’t even get me thinking on how much I’m gonna weight…

I’ll need chicken and hotdogs, hamburger, fries,
 a shake and some chips and of course turkey thighs!

I’ll needa drink too, something fizzy and fine.
 How about dew, and DP! And ..sshhhh, red wine!

You may think I’m done, but next comes dinner!
By the way I eat, you’d think I was an ein Berliner!

No, no this is no joking matter,
this is the most important meal of the day, it’s the one that fills every platter!

With rolls and meat loaf. burritos and chicken!
Dinners not meant for little slim pickens!

Sigh… so now that you see my reasons to why,
I simply must stay in my bed…
...do I smell pie?!

we are not afraid.



The afternoon sleeps peacefully
stretched on the floor here, beside you and me.
We have seen the moment of our greatness flicker.
And have seen the footman, hold our coats and snicker.
We are not afraid.

It is worth it.
Among the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
among the talk of you and me.
We are not afraid.

We bite off every matter with a smile,
and squeeze the universe into a ball.
One day, we shall be like Lazarus and “tell you all, tell you all.”
That that is not it at all.
We are not afraid.

After the sunsets, and the sprinkled streets,
it is not impossible to say what we mean.
We are not afraid.

We are not like prince hamlet, nor are we meant to be!
More like arms. Bracleted, white and bare.
But we are not afraid,

No, not at all.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

after all we can do


“After All We Can Do”
Robbie Pierce


I had been in that hole for a very long time—
In the dark and the damp, in the cold and the slime.
The shaft was above me; I saw it quite clear,
But there’s no way I ever could reach it from here.


I could not remember the world way up there,
So I lost every hope and gave in to despair.
I knew nothing but darkness, the floor, and the wall.
Then from off in the distance I heard someone call:


“Get up! Get ready! There’s nothing the matter!
Take rocks and take sticks and build up a fine ladder!”
This was a thought that had not crossed my mind,
But I started to stack all the stones I could find.


When I ran out of stones, then old sticks were my goal,
For some way or another I’d climb from that hole.
I soon had a ladder that stood very tall,
And I thought, “I’ll soon leave this place once and for all!”


I climbed up my ladder, a difficult chore,
For from lifting those boulders, my shoulders were sore.
I climbed up the ladder, but soon had to stop,
For my ladder stopped short, some ten feet from the top.


I went back down my ladder and felt all around,
But there were no more boulders nor sticks to be found.
I sat down in the darkness and started to cry.
I’d done all I could do and I gave my best try.


But in spite of my work, in this hole I must die.
And all I could do was to sit and think, “Why?”
Was my ladder to short? Was my hole much too deep?
Then from way up on high came a voice: “Do not weep.”


And then faith, hope, and love entered into my chest
As the voice calmly told me that I’d done my best.
He said, “You have worked hard, and your labor’s been rough,
But the ladder you’ve built is at last tall enough.


So do not despair; there is reason to hope,
Just climb up your ladder; I’ll throw down my rope.”
I climbed up my ladder, then climbed up the cord.
When I got to the top of it, there stood the Lord.


I’ve never been happier; my struggle was done.
I blinked in the brightness that came from the Son.
I fell to the ground as His feet I did kiss.
I cried, “Lord, can I ever repay Thee for this?”


He looked all about. There were holes in the ground.
They had people inside, and were seen all around.
There were thousands of holes that were damp, dark and deep.
Then the Lord looked at me, and He said, “feed my sheep,”


And he went on his way to save other lost souls,
So I got right to work, calling down to the holes,
“Get up! Get ready! There is nothing the matter!
Take rocks, and take sticks, and build up a fine ladder!”


It now was my calling to spread the good word,
The most glorious message that man ever heard:
That there’s one who is coming to save one and all,
And we need to be ready when he gives the call.


He’ll pull us all out of the holes that we’re in
And save all our souls from cold death and from sin.
So do not lose faith; there is reason to hope:
Just climb up your ladder; he’ll throw down his rope.

Friday, September 30, 2011

an answered prayer.

"forgive them, for they know not what they do."
it came right out of the blue.
an angered soul, beginning to take its tole,
was soothed and calmed
by the man who has holes in his palms.
the imediate feeling of peace
overwhelmed the heart, happiness increased.
with answered prayers, the anger fell, because he cared. 

so she runs.

She no longer lingers on her bed.
The pains of memories were to strong, she fled.

Putting on her running shoes, she walked out the door with a silent cry of the
coming.

She flies to the sources without letting her body take one
single rest.
her love no longer caressed.

She can't breathe, but she still moves.
The people watch, as she drops no clues.

The sting of her tears hug to her eyes
Her outside won't show it, but inside she cries.

Reminded of her weaknesses, she quickens her paces.

not wanting to give in, not wanting to fall.
she keeps moving on. Her body wanting to crawl.

The night is freezing, she forgets her breathing.

She looks to the sky, and see's its forgiveness.
but its his she needs, the rest; meaningless.

she ran, delimitating her bodies borders.
legs, restraining the masters orders.

The tears slide, as her lips chant.
The words of the weak "I can't I can't I can't.."

She falls to her knees. As she silently begs him, please
the cold cement embracing her bodies blow.

the colours she see's change from vibrant to dull.

her eyes begin to close. the gasping slows.

Her life was perfect, so blessed was she.
full of friends and family who proved worthily.

her blessings were triumphant, and god was by her side.

but on this night with darkened skies
you hear the whisper,

"this girl has passed, her last breath gone, her heart was torn. She no longer could go on."

pretty in pink.

I woke up this morning, put on a little pink dress.
Ruffles underneath, and had little blonde curls on top my head.
Pretty in pink was the way it seemed.

I ran to daddy and hugged his knees.
This I knew, I loved.
With crooked baby teeth, and chocolate on my mouth; he smiled.
Pretty in pink was the way it seemed

I danced on his toes, and he twirled me round.
We didn’t stop, even when the song was gone.
Pretty in pink was the way it seemed.

When we finally stopped, I picked up my school bag.
Jeans snug tight, and ragged old shoes walked me to my car.
Pretty in pink was the way it seemed.

Coming home late, left over’s cold
This is what home is, where daddies are left alone.
Pretty in pink was the way it seemed.

Moving on out, and moving on up.
No need for twirling, or little pinky dresses.
that was only when pretty in pink was the way it seemed. 

why i love christmas


At christmas

A man is at his finest
towards the finish of the year;
He is almost what he should be
when the Christmas season is here;
Then he's thinking more of others
than he's thought the months before,
And the laughter of his children
is a joy worth toiling for.
He is less a selfish creature than
at any other time;
When the Christmas spirit rules him
he comes close to the sublime.

When it's Christmas man is bigger
and is better in his part;
He is keener for the service
that is prompted by the heart.
All the petty thoughts and narrow
seem to vanish for awhile
And the true reward he's seeking
is the glory of a smile.
Then for others he is toiling and
somehow it seems to me
That at Christmas he is almost
what God wanted him to be.

If I had to paint a picture of a man
I think I'd wait
Till he'd fought his selfish battles
and had put aside his hate.
I'd not catch him at his labors
when his thoughts are all of pelf,
On the long days and the dreary
when he's striving for himself.
I'd not take him when he's sneering,
when he's scornful or depressed,
But I'd look for him at Christmas
when he's shining at his best.

Man is ever in a struggle
and he's oft misunderstood;
There are days the worst that's in him
is the master of the good,
But at Christmas kindness rules him
and he puts himself aside
And his petty hates are vanquished
and his heart is opened wide.
Oh, I don't know how to say it,
but somehow it seems to me
That at Christmas man is almost
what God sent him here to be.

-Edger Guest

the cold within.

still one of my favourite poems given by my english teacher in tenth grade.

six humans trapped by happenstance, in bleak and bitter cold,
each one possessed a stick of wood, or so the story's told.

their dying fire in need of logs, the first man held his back,
for of the faces round the fire, he noticed one was black.

the next man looking cross the way, saw one not of his church.
and couldn't bring himself to give the fire his stick of birch.

the third one sat in tattered clothes, he gave his coat a hitch.
Why should his log be put to use to warm the idle rich?

The rich man just sat back and though of the wealth he had in store,
and how to keep what he had earned from the lazy shiftless poor.

the black mans' face bespoke revenge as the fire passed from his sight.
for all he saw in his stick of wood was a chance to spite the white.

the last man of this forlorn group did naught except for gain,
giving only to those who gave was how he played the game.

Their logs are held tight in deaths still hand was proof of human sin,
they didn't die from the cold without--they died from the cold within.

-James Patrick Kenney

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Desiderata.

One of my Grandpa Reisner's favourite poems.
The more I learn about him, the more I wish I could have met him. I think him and I would have gotten along beautifully. I'm sure he could have taught me a lot. He already has, and he isn't even here..

Desiderata
-- written by Max Ehrmann

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence. 

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons. 

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story. 

Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit. 

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. 

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. 

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. 

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism. 

Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass. 

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth. 

Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. 

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars; 

you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. 

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be. 

And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul. 

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.


I'm loosing a grandpa right now... and nothing but floods of memories and wishes are flowing through my mind. I have loved both of my grandpa's. Though, I have never met one, and the other has been distant.. my love is still there. And, will always be there. 

my prayers are with you Grandpa.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

I am in each lovely thing.



Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave bereft
I am not there. I have not left.




Heavens eyes.

A single thread in a tapestry

Through its color brightly shine
Can never see its purpose
In the pattern of the grand design



And the stone that sits on the very top
Of the mountain's mighty face
Does it think it's more important
Than the stones that form the base?



So how can you see what your life is worth
Or where your value lies?
You can never see through the eyes of man
You must look at your life



Look at your life through heaven's eyes
Lai-la-lai...



A lake of gold in the desert sand
Is less than a cool fresh spring
And to one lost sheep, a shepherd boy
Is greater than the richest king
If a man lose ev'rything he owns
Has he truly lost his worth?
Or is it the beginning 
Of a new and brighter birth?



So how do you measure the worth of a man
In wealth or strength or size?
In how much he gained or how much he gave?
The answer will come
The answer will come to him who tries
To look at his life through heaven's eyes



And that's why we share all we have with you
Though there's little to be found
When all you've got is nothing
There's a lot to go around



No life can escape being blown about
By the winds of change and chance
And though you never know all the steps
You must learn to join the dance
You must learn to join the dance
Lai-la-lai...



So how do you judge what a man is worth
By what he builds or buys?
You can never see with your eyes on earth
Look through heaven's eyes
Look at your life
Look at your life
Look at your life through heaven's eyes


Saturday, December 18, 2010

I am not the man I was.

"Our opportunities to give of ourselves are indeed limitless, but they are also perishable. There are hearts to gladden. There are kind words to say. There are gifts to be given. There are deeds to be done. There are souls to be saved. 


As we remember that “when ye are in the service of your fellow beings ye are only in the service of your God,” (Mosiah 2:17) we will not find ourselves in the unenviable position of Jacob Marley’s ghost, who spoke to Ebenezer Scrooge in Charles Dickens’s immortal "Christmas Carol." Marley spoke sadly of opportunities lost. Said he: 'Not to know that any Christian spirit working kindly in its little sphere, whatever it may be, will find its mortal life too short for its vast means of usefulness. Not to know that no space of regret can make amends for one life’s opportunity misused! Yet such was I! Oh! such was I!' 

Marley added: 'Why did I walk through crowds of fellow-beings with my eyes turned down, and never raise them to that blessed Star which led the Wise Men to a poor abode? Were there no poor homes to which its light would have conducted me!' 

Fortunately, as we know, Ebenezer Scrooge changed his life for the better. I love his line, 'I am not the man I was.' 

Why is Dickens’ "Christmas Carol" so popular? Why is it ever new? I personally feel it is inspired of God. It brings out the best within human nature. It gives hope. It motivates change. We can turn from the paths which would lead us down and, with a song in our hearts, follow a star and walk toward the light. We can quicken our step, bolster our courage, and bask in the sunlight of truth. We can hear more clearly the laughter of little children. We can dry the tear of the weeping. We can comfort the dying by sharing the promise of eternal life. If we lift one weary hand which hangs down, if we bring peace to one struggling soul, if we give as did the Master, we can—by showing the way—become a guiding star for some lost mariner." 

Merry Christmas :)



Friday, December 3, 2010

Man is:

A man is at his finest

towards the finish of the year;
He is almost what he should be
when the Christmas season is here;
Then he's thinking more of others
than he's thought the months before,
And the laughter of his children
is a joy worth toiling for.
He is less a selfish creature than
at any other time;
When the Christmas spirit rules him
he comes close to the sublime.



When it's Christmas man is bigger
and is better in his part;
He is keener for the service
that is prompted by the heart.
All the petty thoughts and narrow
seem to vanish for awhile
And the true reward he's seeking
is the glory of a smile.
Then for others he is toiling and
somehow it seems to me
That at Christmas he is almost
what God wanted him to be.



If I had to paint a picture of a man
I think I'd wait
Till he'd fought his selfish battles
and had put aside his hate.
I'd not catch him at his labors
when his thoughts are all of pelf,
On the long days and the dreary
when he's striving for himself.
I'd not take him when he's sneering,
when he's scornful or depressed,
But I'd look for him at Christmas
when he's shining at his best.



Man is ever in a struggle
and he's oft misunderstood;
There are days the worst that's in him
is the master of the good,
But at Christmas kindness rules him
and he puts himself aside
And his petty hates are vanquished
and his heart is opened wide.

Oh, I don't know how to say it,
but somehow it seems to me
That at Christmas man is almost
what God sent him here to be.
-Edger Guest




Thursday, November 11, 2010

Dear Santa,



Dear Santa, the man full of Christmas cheer,

I'm finding I have a new wish list this year.
I'm not asking for clothes or books or a toy,
This year I am asking for a unique kind of joy.
One that doesn't come wrapped up with a bow,
One that you can't buy or order or sew.
I'm asking for peace and content in my heart,
I'm asking for patience and for a fresh start.
I'm asking for love, both to give and to take,
I'm asking for laughter and memories to make.
I hope I'm not pushing or toeing the line, 
I just want some happiness this Christmastime.
Dear Santa, I hope you'll know just what to do.
Please, dear Santa, I am counting on you.
Love, 
Kelsey

and, now Kiri too. 

My dear friend wrote this poem recently. Her and I share a brain. which means I love this, and back it up, 100%. 

Merry soon-to-be Holidays everybody :)



Wednesday, September 15, 2010

i am home.

i do not live in this world. I live in my own. my very own world. I do not know what it looks like, because my eyes do not live there. only my spirit does. only those parts of me that are still authentic, and still 100% greater than the entirety of all things within. It is, a place among places. I live there not alone. I am surrounded. But only by those who know they are there. Together, we are beautiful. And we are whole. Yet, we are ever changing.

i live of this world. I live surrounded. I can see, and I can hear. Here, it is tragically beautiful. Tree's share wisdom, rivers flow with power, children laugh with gratitude, and buildings rise with nobility. It is, a beautiful sight in my memory. A place among places. and, I am not alone. But together, we are alone. 

In my world, I have a home. It is light. It is all things pure and great. I live there all year round. Yet I am always about. I do not eat, I do not need to eat. For I am always full. I crave for naught. and I am always renewed. When I am in my world, I am strong. and I am great. 

Here, i hunger. for insatiable things, that stand firm. relentless. I can never have enough. or be enough. Here, I am always searching. But, i am also finding. My eyes shift from side to side, and they do not ever stop. I am lost, when I am home. I am always somewhere else. Here; I am not.

In my world, I sit. and this is everything. I am happy. and fear is unknown. In my world, I am nothing. Nothing but I am. Whole, peace, air, happiness, laughter, grand, and small. I am what I am. and I am everything. Nothing and everything. It is harmony.

When I came here, I forgot. My great eyes and my educated mind have tricked me. They tell me I see beautiful things, and this is  enough. But when I remember, I know that this will never be enough. I must feel. But, I am stuck here. trapped. lost. I have become a fraud in my own dream. I am nothing here.
 I am not, I am. 
lost. 

But sometimes, sometimes I can feel. I close my eyes, and I see again. And i am back in my own world. No longer searching. I am back to peace. back to I am. 
I am back home. 


Monday, March 22, 2010

i am a searcher.

I read this quote today. 
and it helps me make sense of myself. 
thank you for the poster. and the creator. and for those who understand.



"I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty. We like forests and mountains, deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter.

We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide. Most of all we love and want to be loved. We want to live in a relationship that will not impede our wandering, nor prevent our search, nor lock us in prison walls; that will take us for what little we have to give. We do not want to prove ourselves to another or compete for love.

For wanderers, dreamers, and lovers, for lonely men and women who dare to ask of life everything good and beautiful. It is for those who are too gentle to live among wolves." 
~ James Kavanaugh, There Are Men Too Gentle to Live Among Wolves
(As quoted on www.goodreads.com. Mr. Kavanaugh, I hope I have this beautiful quote correct.) 
 

Thursday, March 4, 2010

old indeed.

it seems all i do is
write and erase.
wake up and fall asleep.
say what i feel and contradict myself.


put on my same face and continue to walk in the same line.
using words like "someday" and "maybe" and "you'll see".
old indeed.


where to stop and where to begin i never know.


my minds just a race track for your thoughts to beat mine.
here we go again.
around, and around, and around.

the end.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

A valentines poem

A poem to honour the soon to be here: valentines Day. :) I hope its all super for you!!

Because I’ve never fallen in love, I’ll tell you what it’s like.

Love is a feeling that makes you believe the sun is shining in your soul.
It lets you believe in fairytales, and knights in shining armour.

Love picks you up, and floats you around on a little puffy white cloud.
And will pick fresh pink tulips for you.

Love bakes you cupcakes with yellow frosting,
And grows freckles across your nose.

Love makes the rain warm, and perfect for kissing.
And shares with you flowers that follow the sun.

Love turns you into a bird, and flies you to the horizon.
and makes you giggle on the floor.

Love gives you a grandmother,
And fresh homemade jam.

Love tastes like chocolate brownies,
And has the calories of water.

Love feels like a hot bath full of lavender bubbles,
And lets you make Santa mustaches out of them.

Love brings flowers to your door,
And smiles to multiple faces for days.

Love lives in everyone,
But grows the most in those who give it away.

Love see’s things the right way,
And lets you take a peek too.



All-American.

this is a wonderful assignment I had to do in my creative writing class. I had to pick six words, and use them as the ending word of each line, but mix up their order.Its called a sestina. and, I really really enjoyed writing this. Can you tell I'm excited for Summer already? hehe.. :)



To me, nothing says heaven like a day full of freedom.
To lay in the sun, in your backyard,
To pick ripe red fresh strawberries,
And eat them with the face next door; full of freckles.
To Watch the blue, orange, and pink sunsets,
To grow up an American.

where real bliss can be seen; is right in your own backyard.
Stretched across a towel, the colour of summer strawberries.
Dreaming of the baseball feller with the handsome freckles,
And the perfect date, where you would pack a picnic and watch the sunset.
Oh, to be the girl who is All-American.
There’s nothing that says heaven like a day of freedom.

Being a mother of the little girl with hair like strawberries,
And the eight year old sweet boy, with a face full of freckles,
And getting to hold them on your white little porch as you watch the sunset,
enjoying the summer day of being  a mom; an American.
There’s nothing that says heaven like a day of freedom,
Especially when you see the view to your own backyard.

Baseball cap, and scuffed up jeans, crooked teeth, and freckles;
Your baby girl has come home from a day of play, with hair the colour of a sunset.
You just have to laugh at the little girl growing up to be “All-American.”
Because nothing says heaven like a day of freedom.
She still has stains on her cheeks from the Popsicle she enjoyed earlier in the backyard.
The flavour of strawberries.

At night, your husband wraps his strong arms around you as you enjoy the sunset.
All your dreams come true, when you’re near your brave soldier who fights for dreams of America.
Really, nothing says Heaven like a day of freedom.
You realize this, as you set the pie on the picnic table in your backyard.
Clothes lines, wet dogs, fishing, pig tails, and Jam made with your home grown Strawberries;
Are the things that make you a beautiful American women; with a round waist, and a face of freckles.

It feels good to be an American girl.
Because I’ve learned nothing says Heaven, like a day of freedom.
To play in my backyard,
Eat big juicy strawberries,
Sneak out to kiss the boy with the cute freckles,
THIS is what makes a perfect All-American day, I decide as I watch it pass by with the glowing sunset.








  


 




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