I'm not quite sure if today was a frustrating day, or a good day.
I spent most of my day sitting on my bum watching T.V.
I blame netflix.
Really though, right after Lucy, I came straight home to watch THREE movies in a row, WHILE I shared a homemade vanilla shake with myself. It was romantic. Then I went to Lindsey's, (late) and watched Top Model AND Oprah. And right after that? I found myself plopped on Shay's couch "enjoying" episode after episode of Say Yes to the Dress, The Office, and What Not to Wear.
its now midnight thirty.....and I can't decided if I am disgusted with myself, or if I just don't care.
drats.
However, I know you wanna hear about an interesting but bothersome fact I learned about myself today. So I'll spit it out.
I'm like a bendy straw. When I am by myself, or left alone, I can pretty much keep a straight angle with ideas like, where I want to go, and who I want to be. But the instant someone else comes along, I pretty much bend and mold to THEIR cup of chocolate milk.
Its real frustrating. And I'm a little put off by it.
Hopefully, however, now that I am very aware of this, I can steer clear. Hopefully.
On the brighter side of things though,
I have great friends :) and my parents are in New York for the weekend.
This will be really good for them.
I'm happy. :)
ps. wanna know a great desire of mine?
I wish I was sexy.
but, don't tell anyone.
