"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Stress sucks

Just so you know I have been stuck in an airport all day long. With zero cash. Which means zero food. And after forcing myself to buy a ticket with the money I dont have, I'll be headed to cedar city in about thirty minutes. Finally.

As good as this is, to finally be headed home. It alsowans that I have to face this next week. I just want it over.

Within this week I have to refigure my fasfa. ( turns out I'm getting far less than anticipated)

Pack up my room

Move out

Buy a vehicle

Get a job

Furnish my place

And tie up other odds and ends.

I can't tell you how stoked I am.

Not. The stress of all this has been accumulating for sometime now and I'm just so done. My whole body feels heavy, and I find myself just constantly wanting to shut my brain off.

I just want everything to be done already.

And I want you to know I love my mom.