What kind of friend am I? A wimp who runs away when the going gets tough? Not me, not ever!
So.. why now?
Why do I feel as if i am backing down.. when this is the time i most want to step up?
I don't want to be a fool, but if taking the chance of bearing my true thoughts and feelings means i am one... than let it be.
Because for as much fear as I have, I also have determination.
I have been listening to the song "glitter in the air" by Pink, a lot lately. And I can't help but feel connected to the emotions of the song. In the end, its not me I am doing this for. And I mean that honestly. Its for you, friend. I'm putting myself out there, without looking back, because even though it terrifies me, I want you to know that someone does love you. And its always going to be me. No matter what.
I breathe in slowly and quietly, and close my eyes.. and if i am completly honest with myself, I am doing it. Taking the leap of faith, throwing the glitter into the air.
