i bought a car today that basically broke down the same day.
i put over 400 dollars in that car alone, just today.
a roommate just informed me she is moving out, tomorrow. That means I'll be covering her rent for September.
a song about my old great friend came on the radio, and i teared up suddenly. I guess I miss him more than I remember.
the pair of TOMS i ordered, {finally} arrived today. they are too small.
its too hot outside.
im still jobless.
i owe someone 700 for buying me something i {guess} i don't need. now, anyway.
my dixie card is charging me about 2 dollars with every transaction. And the only place to not get charged is on campus. Where you can only take 50 dollars out at once.
i'm already doing basically bad in three classes already.
i have to button my only shorts that fit me with a safety pin that comes undone and stabs me
i dropped my new laundry soap all over the pavement, spilling more then half the new bottle
my back hurts from yoga.
im still single.
still chubby.
i am constantly aware of how much i wish i wasn't here.
i keep missing Jenny's phone calls
i probably won't have money to go to disneyland, again.
i am already about 6,000 dollars in debt from school loans.
and because of all this and other frustrations in the mind, i cried a bit coming home today.
and then i saw this video.
even though recently i would be fairly quick to tell you that i feel life isn't worth all the ... crap, we seem to all go through. this video showed me how we get through it.
Today, it helped me stop crying and have the strength to make dinner with a smile.
today, thats all i could have asked for.
i guess that means its all about the moments that help us put one foot in front of the other.
i put over 400 dollars in that car alone, just today.
a roommate just informed me she is moving out, tomorrow. That means I'll be covering her rent for September.
a song about my old great friend came on the radio, and i teared up suddenly. I guess I miss him more than I remember.
the pair of TOMS i ordered, {finally} arrived today. they are too small.
its too hot outside.
im still jobless.
i owe someone 700 for buying me something i {guess} i don't need. now, anyway.
my dixie card is charging me about 2 dollars with every transaction. And the only place to not get charged is on campus. Where you can only take 50 dollars out at once.
i'm already doing basically bad in three classes already.
i have to button my only shorts that fit me with a safety pin that comes undone and stabs me
i dropped my new laundry soap all over the pavement, spilling more then half the new bottle
my back hurts from yoga.
im still single.
still chubby.
i am constantly aware of how much i wish i wasn't here.
i keep missing Jenny's phone calls
i probably won't have money to go to disneyland, again.
i am already about 6,000 dollars in debt from school loans.
and because of all this and other frustrations in the mind, i cried a bit coming home today.
and then i saw this video.
even though recently i would be fairly quick to tell you that i feel life isn't worth all the ... crap, we seem to all go through. this video showed me how we get through it.
Today, it helped me stop crying and have the strength to make dinner with a smile.
today, thats all i could have asked for.
i guess that means its all about the moments that help us put one foot in front of the other.
