I got a job yesterday. (Thank goodness!)
but there is a catch. It's not something I want to be doing.
Basically, without all the technicalness, I'm a telemarketer. Depending on my success there, however, I can be making up to $15 an hour. or at least $10, if I'm decent.
Not bad, right? My hours are also 2-8 pm. So I can have morning for some institute classes, and work out sessions, but also my nights for dates and such. ( since i go on so many (; )
I also found it REALLY quickly. Its the first place I hand delivered a resume to. I walked in and left two hours later with a job. Anybody could have gotten it, but time and luck were on my side that morning.
Having a job now is really good for me. Lots of benefits. I can start saving for a car, save for college, go out to eat with my dear ones, but mostly.. help my little brother play Rugby his senior year. With my new income, he could quite his job, and focus on playing, making friends, and enjoying his last half of senior year. Thats a big deal to me. I want him to play more than anything. It would do him a WORLD of good.
So, it sounds peachy, doesn't it? Good job, great pay, nice hours. I'm set!
or am I?
Something I have ALWAYS told myself growing up was, that I would NEVER have a job, just for the pay. But, isn't that what I am doing now? And, is that a bad thing, even if I'm doing it for a good reason? Where do old morals fade away for new ones? Where does the line need to be drawn?
should I,
Do what I love.. or love what I do?