"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

Monday, January 24, 2011

fat & lazy.

Once upon a time, I read this really great book. its all about tips on becoming a successful person and figuring out your life. It really was so good.

apparently though, I didn't keep the knowledge for too long.. 

If only the author could see me now,

Stained cheeks, runny nose, still in my pajamas, broken spirits, 
I'm basically the epitome of one big failure..

its a terrible, horrible, sight to see. 

Just be glad you can't see IN my mind. That would scar us all..

but, no matter. This too shall pass. Especially if I keep thinking about this one section of this book.. I believe its in the second chapter, where the author asks you to close your eyes, and picture a long road. your standing at the end of it, and you notice someone walking toward you. Your not sure who it is, until they come a little closer, and you realize its yourself, five years down the road, COMPLETELY happy. 

Now the trick is, finding out, realizing, what exactly is making this person, your older self, so happy. 

visualize it. and then, become it. 

I've been trying to do this for myself, and Its quite the difficult task. But each day I'm getting closer to what i really want. I think. & thats nice. Its a calming feeling. a peaceful one. 

but there comes a time when visualizing must be put to an end, and action must begin. 

i think I've now reached that time. 

Todays to-do list? 

1. clean my room
2. take a shower.
3. paint my toe nails.
4. use a chocolate mask for my face. 
5. plan my future, visually. 
6. read a good book.
7. start my cleanse. 
8. go to bed, and wake up a stronger person. 


its time I wake up and get to know MYSELF.