There must be something in this Russian air, because ever since I've been here I am having the most realistic and odd dreams! I have dreamed that I'm getting married, that I'm dying, that I'm having a child... haha dreams about people yelling at me, and confessing their love for me, and the most strangest of all (which occured last night) my mom admitting to me that she was a chain smoker!
I swear, everytime my mom appears in any of my dreams, it is always so dark and I am always so full of emotion. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm breaking into a sweat, or litterally screaming in my sleep! One time, she was comitting suicide repeatedly on the couch while I was watching.. they are terribly horrific!
Last night however, wasn't just accompanied by the strangeness of the unvailing of my Mothers favourite habit. But I was also sisters with my pregnant friend, driving down my neighboorhood (which actually looked like Venice Italy more than my neighboorhood) in a go-Kart, lost my back bone (Litterally. Like, my back bone fell broke off my body, still incased in skin, and was floating in the Venice water..) , and was very slowely taken care of by a nice Italian family on vacation..while all the while i was screaming, "I might die!" and they laughed saying, "All in good time! There is no rush in Italy. :) "
haha ooooh the strangness of it all! They are so realistic too, which is quite unsettling. I actually considered calling my mom and crying to her, "Why would you do that? Why don't you care that your killing yourself?!" And I half expected her to be her nonchalant self in my dream, and say something like, "Because I love to make you angry. and I'm sick of not being able to smoke just cause "kiri's around" (said in some mocking teenager tone..)
haha, what can I say? I look forward to bed time every day! Its keeping me quite entertained.
(Sometimes I even get full blown dramatic dreams in little ten minute naps! Which my roommates get a kick out of. haha)
Like I said, there is something in this Russian air.
or somebody has been spiking my apple juice with Russian Vodka...
I swear, everytime my mom appears in any of my dreams, it is always so dark and I am always so full of emotion. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm breaking into a sweat, or litterally screaming in my sleep! One time, she was comitting suicide repeatedly on the couch while I was watching.. they are terribly horrific!
Last night however, wasn't just accompanied by the strangeness of the unvailing of my Mothers favourite habit. But I was also sisters with my pregnant friend, driving down my neighboorhood (which actually looked like Venice Italy more than my neighboorhood) in a go-Kart, lost my back bone (Litterally. Like, my back bone fell broke off my body, still incased in skin, and was floating in the Venice water..) , and was very slowely taken care of by a nice Italian family on vacation..while all the while i was screaming, "I might die!" and they laughed saying, "All in good time! There is no rush in Italy. :) "
haha ooooh the strangness of it all! They are so realistic too, which is quite unsettling. I actually considered calling my mom and crying to her, "Why would you do that? Why don't you care that your killing yourself?!" And I half expected her to be her nonchalant self in my dream, and say something like, "Because I love to make you angry. and I'm sick of not being able to smoke just cause "kiri's around" (said in some mocking teenager tone..)
haha, what can I say? I look forward to bed time every day! Its keeping me quite entertained.
(Sometimes I even get full blown dramatic dreams in little ten minute naps! Which my roommates get a kick out of. haha)
Like I said, there is something in this Russian air.
or somebody has been spiking my apple juice with Russian Vodka...
