"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Can't sleep.

Its almost four in the morn. And I can't sleep. Do you know what that means? 

Death. 

well, not really. It just means that, most likely, for the next week, my sleeping patters are going to be horrible. I always get this way when I have far too much on my mind. And then the habits just stick with me. Not much I can do about it either. So, your forced to watch and read all my purgings. But don't worry, I'll hold back some of them, as to not make you weary. I hope. okay,so let me just mention five things that are on my mind.

1. My blog.
2. Getting stuff
3. Chad.
4. this really good song.
and 5. other peoples blogs.

My blog:
     My blog is a funny thing to me. I really just started it because I was sick of buying journals, and of my hand not being able to catch up with my brain while hand writing. I started it because I wanted a place to write down all the intense, and cluttered things going through my head constantly. And now? People actually read it. and like it. haha, thats just to weird to me. But I'm super glad. It makes me want to blog more. journal more. And I love journaling. So, thank you. I hope I do not waste your time. and I can bring a little bit of something good to you. and for you. :)

Getting stuff:
     There are sort of a lot of things I want right now. and this time I'm actually talking material stuff. I've made a list. Its not a very long list. ish.. ha. but it sure is an expensive one. 
  •    a nice camera i can take to Russia with me. I don't care what it is, I just want myself to like its quality and efficiency.
  •    a laptop. So i can continue my vice of blogging whilst in Russia. 
  •    new pants. ones that make me feel good. 
  •    3,000 dollars to take with me to Russia. So I can travel more, and experience more. and worry much less.
  •   a cute warm jacket I can take to Russia. One that I'll LOVE to wear, since I'll be pretty much rockin in twenty four seven.
  •   boots. winter boots. SAFE winter boots. :)
  •   and last but not least, a hot summer tan. ;)
Luckily, I have this wonderful women in my life who taught me all about how to get what you need slash want. All through the power of your own mind. It is such a beautiful concept. Much like the "Secret". So, I fully intend on putting my mind powers to work. I'll share more of this on a later date. 

Chad:
  hehe. I don't know if I can say much about him, cause I didn't ask for permission to brag about him. ;) so I'll just quickly say a few things. 
  • I'm lucky.
  • He's smart.
  • we are SO not alike. but only a little bit. 
  • I'm taller.
  • aaaand, fun is good. :) 

 This really good song: 
My friend just posted it on her blog. and I loooooved loved loved it! She called it the perfect summer jam. I think she is correct. Even listen for yourself. :)


and other peoples blogs: 
Here are some I frequently look at. Because they are full of great things that are bound to make you happy. :)


and this one isn't really a blog. but i just found it. and liked it. so, here ya go as well. :)


well, there you have it. five things I'm currently thinking about. Shortened and un-elaborated of course. 

and please forgive me, it is four o'clock in the morning after all... ;)