Dear You,
I wish I could make you happy. I wish I could wipe away your layers, and help set you free. I wish you could see you, the way I do. and maybe most of all, I wish we didn't have to leave each other.
Tonight, I realized that you are gonna be one of the people I miss the most. This doesn't make much sense to me, because its not like we hung out, or talked all the time. But there is something about you, that moves something in me. When I see you, I feel this connection that I wish I had words to describe. Perhaps its a feeling of unfinished business; that I have more to tell you, to show you. Or perhaps its just an awareness that you are indeed a wonderful person, thus the difficulty of leaving you is only expected. Whatever the reason though, there is no mistaking that there is a sense of connection. For me. If that even be the right word.
I know I already elaborated slightly on this subject in your yearbook, but I wish to go further into what I mean. What I think of you.
I think your brave. You have gone through quite the chunk of stuff in your life. Whether it be in your family, or school, or with friends. You've had your fair share of trouble. Yet, I get a sense of bravery from you. A feeling that, through it all, you remain to know there is still a light somewhere. That is true strength. An admirable trait.
I think you are going to go somewhere in life. You have applied yourself, and worked so hard, to become the achiever you currently are; that there is no denying, you will get what you want. I have no doubt you will finish your schooling preferences, serve a worthy mission, and become a great whatever you are to be. But, not only in the aspect of education will you go places, but also in the area of relationships. By that I'm not saying your life is going to be full of wonderful companionship's from women, but rather that because of the application of yourself, you will be able to build strong relationships with many different people in your life. And with those relationships, you will be able to be a strong anchor for those in need. You will be able to help save and change lives; simply by living and enduring your own. And with both of these main achievements, you WILL go far. Its inevitable.
I think your too hard on yourself. I feel like you don't give yourself enough credit. And, that perhaps if you did, you would be able to make an even bigger difference in your life and in others'. You need to believe more in yourself. You have too much to offer, to just keep holding it back. Don't be afraid, its time. When you cover yourself up, for whatever reason, you loose the intense power, I KNOW lies within you, to conquer your battles, to make a difference, and to create truth. Its not worth it. Perhaps you feel the pain of true rejection will be harder to deal with, or perhaps you believe your not as great as what people think you are; Whatever the reason, I assure you your wrong. Be nice to yourself kid, and watch the liberation come.
I think your handsome. suave. and that you deserve the best of the best when it comes time for you to settle down.
I think that you have a special place in my heart. That you always have. I'm not sure why I feel this way. Why I wish to understand you, to be your friend, to help you, but I am glad I do. I am glad I have the opportunity to know you, to be around you, to listen to you. I am glad for the times I am able to help you, because helping you brings my heart so much gratification, liberation, and love. Like I said, you have a sweet place in my heart. And every time I see you it softens, and deepens. Thus you have made your mark; and I WILL NOT forget you. How could I?
And last but not least, I want you to know that I am here for you. I always am. and always will be.
Though my lack of words make my expressions difficult to fully translate, I hope you understand what I am trying to express. I hope you see that you are loved. and that in the end, the most important part of all this is for you to know and understand that you will always have a friend in me. I love you man.
Love,
Kiri